What can happen to me?

Hmmm... What a dilemma, i'm guessing you were pretty upset when wrote this. I "could" say you should talk to a guidance councilor at school or you should talk to your mom about alcohol and how you feel but here's the thing: I'm guessing you come from a lower middle cl household, your mom works alot of hours and your mom's somewhat depressed. So to rid herself of that depression she covers it up with alcohol, and now shes getting mad at you for not giving her enough pity. What I would do is live through it, try your best to get good grades, go to college, get a good job and live your life. Just because your mom is depressed doesn't mean you have to be. Your other option is to as I originally said, talk to your guidance councilor or get her off alcohol. Then again, you can also talk to child services and be put in a foster home but... I wouldn't do that. Don't distance yourself from other people, thats never a good idea. Friends are a good thing to have when your going through tough times. I hope this helps